if god listened to mothers we would all rot away on a bog of security and
easy living
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"Ooh unlucky devil, " she shouted, "don't you know that God is found not
in monastaries but in the homes of men! Wherever you find husband and wife, that's where you find God; wherever children
and petty cares and cooking and arguments and reconciliations, thats where God is too. Don't listen to thos eunuchs. Sour
grapes! Sour Grapes! The God I'm telling you aout, the domestic one, not the monastic: that's the true God. He's the one you
should adore. Leave the other those lazy, sterile idiots in the desert."
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But the woman's face gleamed and flickered; the flames licked her eyebrows, lips, chin and uncovered throat. She took
a handful of laurel leaves, threw them in the fire, and sighed.
"Then you took me by the hand-yes, you took me by the hand, Jesus-and we went inside and lay down on the pebbles of the
yard. We glued the soles of our feet together, felt the warmth of our bodies mix, rise from our feet to our thighs, from our
thighs to our loins. Then we closed our eyes and- "
"Quiet" the youth shouted again. He lifted his hand in order to cover her mouth, but restrained himself-he was afraid
to touch her lips.
The woman sighed now and continued, lowering her voice to a murmur. "Never in my whole life have I felt such sweetness."
She paused, and then "It is that sweetness, Jesus, which I've been seeking ever since from man to man; but I have not
found it."
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"First came the wings, and then the angel."
The monk put a hand to his heart. "You said, 'First came the wings and then the angel.' We never noticed those words
in Scripture, Holy Abbot."
"How could you have noticed them, Father Habakkuk? Alas! Your minds are still dim. You open the prophets and your eyes
are able to see nothing but the letters, but what can letters say? They are the black bars of the prison where the spirit
strangles itself with screaming. Between the letters and the lines, and all around the blank margins, the spirit circulates
freely, and I circulate with it and bring you this great message: Friars, first came the wings and then the angel!"